A musical "Taj Mahal", or how to immortalize love

Remember my last entry about me being stuck in my big work, and that my piano piece "In the Nick(s) of Time" saved me? Well, I'm gonna talk about it now. What I am writing now is a Chamber Symphony, for 10 instruments. It's commissioned by Prof. Dr. B.J. Habibie, Indonesia's third president and now retired from politics but still very active in the field of technology (he is a brilliant engineer and THE person who made Indonesia's first airplane back in the last century). .............................................................................................................................................. Why a chamber symphony ? Well the commission is a kind of "musical monument" to commemorate Mr. Habibie's late wife who died recently, Mme. Ainun Habibie. The love between them has been legendary, it's been written by Mr. Habibie himself, and even made into a film. So, this is like a commission from Shah Jehan to build Taj Mahal to immortalize his wife. This time, the Taj Mahal is not a building, but a musical one. The title for now is "Chamber Symphony, in memory of Mrs. Ainun Habibie". Mr. Habibie himself explicitly asked me that this should not only be a monument to cherish her memory, but also to cherish the love between them. Therefore, I use my usual method of using names as the main motif of the work : H.A.B.I.B.I.E and A.I.N.U.N . .............................................................................................................................................. Why 10 instruments? It's because it will be performed in The Habibie's library for its world premiere, on August 11th which is the birth date of Mme. Ainun. When he asked me to do that, I immediately went to the place of its premiere, and so it's tailor-made for the occasion. The instrumentation will be for flute, oboe (doubling english horn), clarinet, piano, percussion, harp, string quartet. Since it has a very reduced instrumentation, all parts are quite virtuosic, so it requires highly trained musicians and needs (for the time being, at least) a conductor, which will be me for the world premiere. When you learn about the instrumentation, you might realize that the loudness of each instruments might be inherently unbalanced with each other, so indeed I am very careful in that. The challenge is how to make an illusion of a grand work played by a small group. However, the performance of the winner of Ananda Sukarlan Award Piano competition last week, Anthony Hartono, inspired me a lot, and I will give more prominence to the piano part. Apparently I wasn't the only one who was so impressed with his performance, but the whole audience too. After the announcement of the winner last week, I immediately asked him if he would be available to do that, and luckily he would be. Another thing that inspires me is that Anthony is at the moment very much in love with his girlfriend, so one could feel it in the air during the competition. Together they make such a beautiful couple, that touched me deeply too. .............................................................................................................................................. I did listen to several chamber symphonies before I determine the structure and instrumentation of the work. Mostly the major ones in musical history : Arnold Schoenberg's 2 Chamber Symphonies, and that masterpiece of masterpieces of chamber music: Aaron Copland's "Appalachian Spring" that never fails to amaze me, how the 25 minutes pass by as if it were much shorter. However, I realized that I can't listen to music anymore like a "normal" person listens to music. I am sure people are touched by beautiful melodies and harmonies, but I am touched by the intervals, the permutation of notes and how sections contrast each other. Musical anagrams work hyperactively in my head. I wonder if my Asperger Syndrome has something to do with it. Anyway, I am so immersed writing it, and it's a nice challenge for me to write intricate polyphonies for such a reduced instrumentation, so it's not improbable that there will be a Chamber Symphony no. 2. :)

Beat It, Michael Jackson. (A tribute)

This year marks the 5th year of the death of Michael Jackson. For me he's probably THE musician of the 20th century, together with Igor Stravinsky (Stravinsky wasn't even born in the 20th century) who I admire the most of that fascinating century. He was a symbol of perfection in everything he did. I admire him not only as a musician, but of course as a dancer as well, and he will be long, very long remembered for these 2 fields in his art. If Stravinsky revolutionized classical music, then MJ revolutionized pop music. Both with the elements of the music itself : the melodies (sometimes so simple : like those simple ones in IS's Rite of Spring and MJ's They Don't Care about Us). Still listening to him, I thought it's just appropriate to write a few lines about him in this month, June, of his assasination, 5 years ago. Dr. Conrad Murray, who had been caring for the pop star at the time of his death, was convicted of involuntary manslaughter on November 7, 2011, later receiving a four-year prison sentence. .............................................................................................................................................. I remember the first thing of him that took my breath away was in fact not his music, but something else. Here's the scene: Michael Jackson, dressed in white suit and hat like a gangster guardian angel walks into a bar full of thugs, gamblers, and flappers, the music stops and everyone stares at him; he reaches for a gun - no, it's just a quarter, which he flips all the way across room where it slides perfectly into a jukebox coin slot. The song starts with a synthesized crash: As he came into the window / it was the sound of a crescendo....You've been hit by a Smooth Criminal. Dancing, fighting, dramatic pauses, a weird slow-motion interlude, and more dancing and fighting follow. Then it happened: Michael gives a smile, tilts his hat, and leans. Yes, he LEANS. He leans an amazing, impossible lean. It seems so simple but it's just. so. cool. When I saw it for the first time on screen, it was surely the coolest thing I had ever seen on TV. Later I believe he received a patent for the special device he used to do it. .............................................................................................................................................. But then of course his musical side was the thing that attracted me the most. Those riffs in Billie Jean, Bad and Thriller are just amazing ; they are the predecessors of the rhythms of today's Britney Spears, Lady Gaga and even Shakira. The album "Thriller" alone mixed the dark, serpentine bass and drums and synthesizer approach of "Billie Jean," the grinding Eddie Van Halen guitar solo on "Beat It," and the hiccups and falsettos on "Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'." There are until now two works of mine that paid tribute to MJ : one is that short piece Thriller Fugue & Postlude (based on the name "Randy Ryan", my young pianist friend who's now studying at the Juilliard School in New York), and Vivaldi's Winter of Discontent (based on the music of Vivaldi's Winter, and a MJ-ish ostinato bass. In fact that ostinato was made up by myself, but it certainly wouldn't have existed without MJ's music. If you wanna listen to it, here it is: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ik1IeZfMRKI ). .............................................................................................................................................. It's been 5 years, but it seems a long time that we have missed a really fresh, innovative and daring kind of music. Rest in Peace, Michael Jackson.

Why open a door if you don't enter?

My friend, pianist Henoch Kristianto is "going 1000 kms/hour" as we say in Spanish. He's sending all the finished tracks for the Vol. 2 of his CD of my piano music to be commented by me. Most of my comments are "no comments" since they were so brilliantly played, but I did correct and commented some bits of his playing. Until now he has recorded 10 of my Rapsodia Nusantara, and around 20 of my shorter pieces, so I can say that in Indonesia he is the pianist who really knows my music the most, with all its quirkiness, idiosyncracies and vulnerabilities. .............................................................................................................................................. But today was special, because he sent a recording of my piece that I've almost already forgotten, In the Nick(s) of Time. That piece was an experiment, it was published in Alicia's First Piano Book from 2009, but in fact written much earlier, in the late 1990s. It was done according to Einstein's theory of time dilation that moving clocks are measured to tick more slowly than an observer's "stationary" clock. Also the theory of simultaneity, that two events, simultaneous for one observer, may not be simultaneous for another observer if the observers are in relative motion. So I wrote a piece about tickings, all in different speed. It's quite difficult to play especially with only 2 hands. This particular piano piece is short, and I must say though interesting to listen, it is quite unmusical. Afterwards I forgot about it, mostly due to its "unmusical" content. It's like I found the key to a door, opened it, but never entered. Now after about 20 years later listening to it again as a different person already more mature (hopefully) musically, stylistically and technically, I think I can use it now for musical purposes. In fact, I've been stuck for quite a while with a long piece for chamber orchestra, and I guess this is the key to its structure. .............................................................................................................................................. Other pieces that will be included in "Ananda Sukarlan : Rapsodia Nusantara and various shorter piano works, Volume 2" among others are some Lullabies (for James J. Neeman son of good pianist friends Edward & Stephanie Neeman, for the 3 young pianist brothers Hamond, Hansel & Hagen and for Arnell daughter of another pianist friend, Kaka the 5-year-young son of Lusi my friend), two pieces for friends Johan Djayanto and Lina Chan, and some popular pieces like Little Variations and Slow Waltz. Oh yes, and 1 minute for Japan, that piece I wrote immediately in the train in Spain while watching the news of the tsunami in Japan in 2011. Jeeezzz, it was already 3 years ago. .............................................................................................................................................. And Henoch even managed to record my brand new piece, the 9-minute Variations on I. Marzuki's "Rayuan Pulau Kelapa". Check my entry earlier in March, titled "Inspired". I am very grateful that this piece is bought by Rina Zoet, to be donated to our Indonesian Classical Music Foundation, for free education for underpriviliged children. Therefore you can read the dedication : "Aan Daan, mijn lief, van Rina" (to Daan, my love, from Rina) above the title. This CD is planned to be released around the date of Ananda Sukarlan Award Competition at the end of June. It's less than 1 year since Henoch released the volume 1 of my works. He said he wants to release at least 1 CD per year. OMG, that means lots of work for me too!

Foreword to Alicia's 4th Piano Book

Yup, it's now being printed! We plan to release it in about 2 weeks time. This is what I wrote for the introduction. .............................................................................................................................................. Although practically all of the pieces in this book are not for my daughter anymore (to play on the piano), she still plays an important role as my muse and inspirer. You see, Alicia is now 15, and we can talk about things of the adults : friendships, relationships ... and romance. Yup, as a 15-year-young lady, she already has her shares of the beauty and pain of love and passion. It's only nowadays, during our loooong and intense conversations through the night, that I find the real beauty and meaning of life. That beauty that can't be exchanged with all the success, money or anything else in this world. 5 years ago I wouldn't believe that I could learn so much about life from my very young Alicia. And yet she belongs to a generation that tweets, being immersed in their smartphones during a big chunk of the day and have short attention spans. Even the pop music written today are much simpler then those written during my generation to adapt to the limited musical brain of today's generation. No more poignant recitatives of Whitney Houston or Queen. No more breathtaking harmonies of The Beatles. And of course, goodbye to those incredible riffs n rhythmic inventions of Michael Jackson. Alicia, like her friends, listens to the pop music of today. And yet, she has so many inside her to inspire and teach me. .............................................................................................................................................. Therefore, pieces like "Call me but love .." (this is the longest, and perhaps most complex piece in this book) was born from our conversations, analyzing the balcony scene of Shakespeare's Romeo & Juliet, when we delved into the theme of passion and the whole divine madness. The title came from the lines of Romeo, responding to Juliet's : .............................................................................................................................................. O Romeo, Romeo! Wherefore art thou, Romeo? Deny thy father and refuse thy name; Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love, And I'll no longer be a Capulet. .............................................................................................................................................. And Romeo answered : Call me but love, and I'll be new baptis'd; Henceforth I never will be Romeo. .............................................................................................................................................. Many of the pieces here are also written for friends either for a special event in their lives, or just because I wanna write them, because I believe that everyone that came to my life is there for a reason. And my music is the manifesto of that reason, since it is thanks to those dedicatees that I could give birth to the music. Therefore, Alicia's 4th piano book is more like a collection of my short piano pieces, a musical diary of my day-to-day life, sometimes with no educational purposes in mind. Unlike my longer pieces, the pieces in this book are more intuitively written, therefore I don't really think about their technical difficulties. It is thanks to pianist Henoch Kristianto who has recorded most of my piano music (including many of them in this book, and all of my heavily virtuosic Rapsodia Nusantara, yes, all of them!) and his team at the Clavier Music Academy that these pieces are now graded according to their pianistic levels of difficulty. He even found pedagogic values and educative purposes in those pieces! I will leave you now with his words while he worked on them. And thank you again to all of you who have made the music in the previous Alicia's Piano Books part of your musical life. Hope you all still enjoy studying these modest pieces, either for educational or teaching purposes, repertoire for your concerts, or just for plain fun playing them at home during rainy days :) . .............................................................................................................................................. Ananda Sukarlan, April 2014. .............................................................................................................................................. Introduction by Henoch Kristianto .............................................................................................................................................. Those who were fortunate enough to hear Ananda Sukarlan's piano music in live performance would agree that his music is very close to the ears of his Indonesian listeners or those who are Indonesian at heart. It cannot be disputed that his compositions comprise the greatest variety, from the deepest pathos to most sparkling humor. As a prolific performing pianist and composer of variations, rhapsodies and other small-scale works for piano, Sukarlan claimed that he always felt more at home when composing his vocal works. Perhaps due to this personal preference, you may find many of the pieces in this Alicia book very "cantabile" in the sense that they are very much singable. This feature of course is an excellent tool for the musical development of any young pianists. Intended primarily for the cultivated amateur, these works are abound in attractive melodic ideas and brilliant instrumental writing. Indeed, their study will lead to higher realms of imagination and it shall prepare for all that can be found in piano literature. ~Henoch Kristianto

Inspired

The word, as where it comes from, remains a mystery. Just as the whereabouts of the Malaysian Airlines MH 370 which has been lost for exactly 7 days now. Inspiration is a word that is both under- and over-valued in the art world. .............................................................................................................................................. I am a true Indonesian, in the sense that I need the sun in my life. Winter always makes me gloomy. Spring officially arrives next Thursday the 20th, but we already feel it here. It brightens my days, it brightens my brain. 3 days ago I had an idea, which quickly turned out to be a pretty vivid musical structure, of a piece, a Rapsodia Nusantara-like one, based on that beautiful long melody by Indonesia's celebrated songwriter, Ismail Marzuki. His song, Rayuan Pulau Kelapa (The seduction of the coconut island) came to my mind, perhaps a little bit due to some homesickness (yes, I still call Indonesia home). I immediately set aside my present work, and started working on it. These last 2 nights were quite productive, and I almost finished it. It's a set of variations on the melody. Since it's originally a loooong melody, divided into the main and the "refrain" as we say in pop songs, at the moment I couldn't make more than 6 variations. In fact it's 5 variations, plus 1 short interlude which perhaps can't be called a variation, preceding the last variation. As you know, the more elaborate the theme, the less we can develop it. But I am not doing so bad. Perhaps after I try the whole piece on the piano I'd decide to write more variations .. who knows. And it's pretty strange that I am attracted to a long, winding tune to develop something out of it. Usually I am more attracted to simple themes, like the folk melodies I developed in my Rapsodia Nusantara. .............................................................................................................................................. Maybe these highly inspired 3 days are not only because of the bright spring days, but also due to my friend Henoch Kristianto's deadline to record my second volume of Rapsodia Nusantara. I asked him 3 days ago if he would like to replace the last Rapsodia which he hasn't recorded or even started practising with this new piece, and he agreed. I dunno if I can give away to you which Rapsies he is recording (maybe I'll let Henoch do it, it's his CD so I should not say too much about it now), but I can tell you that the no. 8, yeah that now very popular one, will be included in this CD. In fact, I have heard his recording of it, and my reaction was just "wow". I wish I could play it as he'd done it for this CD. So, I am gonna send him part of my new piece, Variations on Rayuan Pulau Kelapa after I finish writing this entry. I finished the 4 last variations, and that's what he'll receive from me for this moment. Yup, I have this habit writing a piece from the end. So he has a material to start working with, while I can take a break this nice afternoon. Spring is definitely coming, and I'm gonna take my usual sunset walk, with a light jacket for the first time this year. In fact, many of the chords and atmospheres in this new piece (like the interlude before the last variation) owe their colours to the numerous sunset colours around this valley where I live that I recorded both visually and aurally.

My article "Piano Competition : Quo Vadis?" at KOMPAS March 2 (in Indonesian)

Yesterday, one of Indonesia's most popular newspaper KOMPAS published my article, and I'm posting it here. It is in Indonesian, so if you wanna read it in your own language, please use google translate. Not that it's accurate, but it gives you an idea of what it is :) . .............................................................................................................................................. Kompetisi Piano, Quo Vadis ? .............................................................................................................................................. Mulai banyak kompetisi piano yang diadakan di tanah air, menyusul iklim musik sastra (istilah yg saya rasa lebih tepat daripada "musik klasik") yang sangat hangat dan aktif saat ini. Tak dapat dihindari pergerakannya ke arah positif dan negatif. Pendidikan musik pada umumnya di usia yang sangat muda (dibawah 10 tahun) dalam artian membaca not balok dan memainkan instrumen (bukan hanya piano) memang bukan bertujuan utama untuk membuat anak-anak itu menjadi musikus di kemudian harinya, tapi lebih ke pengaktifan otak yang lebih intuitif dan kreatif, sehingga mereka akan berkembang sebagai individu yang lebih peka, bukan hanya empatis, tapi juga dalam melaksanakan kualitas pekerjaan mereka yang sering tidak berhubungan sama sekali dengan seni. Dari pendidikan tersebut, sering secara tidak sengaja ditemukan bakat-bakat musik yang kadang luar biasa yang diharapkan dapat menjadi musikus handal dikemudian harinya, di mana modal bakat saja tentu tidak cukup untuk itu. .............................................................................................................................................. Kompetisi piano adalah salah satu wadah dimana mereka dapat menantang kualitas dirinya sendiri. Dua kata terakhir itu yang perlu diingat : dirinya sendiri. Pada dasarnya kompetisi seni apapun tidak dapat disamakan dengan kompetisi olahraga, dimana sang kompetitor memiliki "lawan" atau "rival" karena bagaimanapun subyektivitas para juri ikut memegang peran. Yang bermain musik Tschaikovsky dengan tempo lebih cepat belum tentu menang, tidak seperti di kolam renang. Yang penekanan tuts pianonya paling kuat juga belum tentu menang karena ini bukan olahraga gulat. Bahkan yang meleset memencet tuts piano pun belum tentu terkurangi nilainya, sedangkan di olahraga panah, jika anak panah tidak tepat sasaran nilainya akan berkurang. Oleh karena itu, di ajang seperti ini sang peserta diharapkan berkompetisi dengan kualitasnya sendiri, dengan perbedaan antara apa yang diharapkannya sebelum naik panggung dan kenyataan yang terjadi di panggung , seberapa besar aspirasi artistiknya bisa direalisasikan di depan penonton dan juri. .............................................................................................................................................. Jadi, apakah tidak ada standar atau kriteria dalam penilaian juri? Tentu saja ada, hanya saja semua kriteria tersebut berhenti pada tahap teknik permainan serta pengetahuan akademik. Dan kriteria-kriteria tersebut sudah 70-80% terpenuhi oleh teknik permainan yang makin membaik oleh para pianis muda Indonesia saat ini. Setelah semua kriteria ini terpenuhi, saatnya "selera" memegang peranan. Masalahnya mulai timbul jika kompetisi dijadikan ajang "rebutan murid" oleh para guru musik yang nota bene menjadi juri di kompetisi tersebut. Dan "selera" ini bisa saja diinterpretasi dengan subyektivitas yang memang tidak bisa dihindari, bukan hanya dari kualitas permainan, tapi menjalar jadinya ke "yang ini murid saya, jadi harus saya kasih nilai lebih tinggi daripada yang lain". Bagaimanapun, nama guru akan terangkat jika muridnya memenangkan sebuah kompetisi, apalagi yang bergengsi. Masalah lain, mungkin yang paling penting tapi sering dilupakan adalah jika juri adalah seorang pendidik tapi tidak merangkap seorang "performer" (dalam artian sebenarnya, bukan hanya bermain di depan murid-muridnya atau lingkungan sekolahnya), karena ia akan melupakan satu hal yang sederhana tapi penting : penonton datang ke konser untuk "disentuh hati"nya, bukan untuk mengontrol dengan stopwatch seberapa cepat sang pianis memainkan Chopin Etude serta menghitung jumlah tuts piano yang salah pencet. Kecepatan tempo, tingkat akurasi permainan yang tinggi dll. TIDAK menjamin tingginya nilai artistik sebuah permainan piano, seperti yang saya selalu tekankan (dan sulit diterjemahkan ke bahasa Indonesia) : Music serves to express, not to impress. .............................................................................................................................................. Indonesia sebagai salah satu pengguna terbesar media sosial di dunia , musik sastra-nya juga terwakili dengan begitu banyak pengikut Facebook dan twitter. Banyak sumber informasi yang di tulis oleh para amatir, dan beberapa dari mereka memberikan informasi (bukan hanya opini) yang kurang tepat. Dalam kasus ini hanya waktu lah yang dapat menyaring kualitas yang baik dari forum dan media tersebut yang saat ini tumbuh lebih dalam kuantitas daripada kualitas. .............................................................................................................................................. Penulis akui bahwa kompetisi bukanlah cara terbaik untuk membangun atmosfir kesenian , tetapi sampai sekarang , inilah satu-satunya cara untuk seorang musikus muda memulai karir di musik sastra , di mana kompetisi / audisi yang disaksikan publik umum menjadi sebuah platform di mana bakat seseorang ditemukan dan diakui . Jika ada metode yang lebih baik daripada audisi / kompetisi yang "fair", metode itu harus bisa menjawab dua pertanyaan ini : 1. Bagaimana seorang produser / penyelenggara acara / komponis mendapatkan dan menemukan musikus yang berkualitas, dan sebaliknya : 2. Bagaimana musikus yang berkualitas tapi tidak memiliki koneksi, uang yang cukup dan fasilitas lain mendapatkan kesempatan, atau "exposure" untuk bisa menunjukkan karyanya? Asumsi bahwa kompetisi / audisi itu seperti lagunya ABBA : "The winner takes it all, the loser has to fall" itu sama sekali tidak benar. Justru berdasarkan pengalaman saya mengadakan kompetisi piano internasional Ananda Sukarlan Award sejak 2008, terdapat fakta yang malah menguntungkan yang "kalah" seperti ini : .............................................................................................................................................. 1. Th 2008, Inge Buniardi memenangkan juara I, dan Edith Widayani pemenang II. Edisi berikutnya (2010), Edith Widayani menjadi pemenang pertama. Kini dua-duanya sedang melanjutkan kuliah di University of Kansas (Inge dalam program S3), dan Eastman School of Music (Edith program S2), dua perguruan tinggi yang "top" di AS, dan telah memulai karir sebagai pianis ke mancanegara. 2. Th. 2008, Randy Ryan memenangkan juara III, saat itu usianya baru 15 th. Ia ikut kompetisi lagi th. 2012, dan ia memenangkan juara I. Kini ia kuliah S1 di Juilliard School of Music, New York. Dua fakta ini tidak di"sengaja" terjadi, karena dewan juri setiap edisi berbeda, jadi mereka tidak mengenal siapa yang telah berpartisipasi di edisi sebelumnya. .............................................................................................................................................. Ketiga pianis yg saya sebut ini kini mendapatkan beasiswa dari universitasnya untuk kuliahnya. Kesimpulan yang dapat diambil adalah, sukses sering tidak tercapai langsung dalam satu kompetisi, "kegagalan" bukan berarti kiamatnya dunia tetapi memperkaya pengalaman. Itupun saya alami di masa-masa muda saya. .............................................................................................................................................. Dunia seni yang sangat menjunjung tinggi kualitas produknya tidak dapat lagi berkembang melalui nepotisme atau persahabatan semata. Betapapun cintanya anda terhadap istri atau anak anda (dan seringkali kasusnya merembet ke keponakan, sepupu bahkan tetangga), belum tentu ia dapat menjamin kualitas pertunjukan yang prima, betapapun besarnya usahanya dan niat baiknya selain untuk memberikan yang terbaik, juga untuk membahagiakan anda. Mengambil bagian dalam kompetisi dan bagaimana mempersiapkan diri untuk itu sekarang menjadi bagian yang tidak terpisahkan dari pendidikan musik , dan manfaatnya sekarang bahkan lebih bermakna , mengingat bahwa ada begitu banyak bisnis sekolah musik yang menawarkan pendidikan "instan", memenuhi banyak harapan orang tua kepada anak-anak mereka untuk menjadi "jenius " dalam bermain piano dalam waktu beberapa bulan. Kualitas seorang musisi hanya dapat dibuktikan dengan konser "live" atau rekamannya. Ekspresi yang ingin disampaikannya harus cukup dalam sehingga tidak dapat disampaikan dengan kata-kata, ucapan atau tulisan. Hanya melalui sebuah kompetisi atau audisi lah seseorang dapat menyajikan kualitasnya baik kepada masyarakat luas ataupun ke para ahli yang bertindak sebagai juri. Hanya melalui kualitas tinggi para musisi lah musik sastra kita akan tumbuh dan berkembang, dan dalam jangka panjang itu membuat musik sastra diterima , "dipahami" dan akhirnya dicintai. .............................................................................................................................................. Ananda Sukarlan, pianis & komponis, ketua dewan juri Ananda Sukarlan Award International Piano Competition. @anandasukarlan . http://anandasukarlanaward.wordpress.com

... and what about Asperger's Syndrome ?

I posted about Hans Asperger a few days ago in my facebook, at the International Asperger's Day on Feb. 18th that coincided with Asperger's birthday in 1906, in which I confirmed and admitted that indeed I am convinced that besides Tourette's Syndrome, I also am an "Aspie" -- the popular term for us who have Asperger's Syndrome. (please read http://andystarblogger.blogspot.com.es/2013_05_01_archive.html for my entry about Tourette Syndrome). It is quite common for a person to have both Tourette AND Asperger, since they both fall under the same autistic spectrum. .............................................................................................................................................. It all began when I was diagnosed in 1996 with a clear Tourette Syndrome and a "high probability" of Asperger's Syndrome. I even don't understand why they put Asperger with an apostrophe "s", which they don't put with Tourette! Oh well, psychologists, they are all full of mysteries. From now on, I'll refer to them with AS and TS only. .............................................................................................................................................. AS remains a controversial diagnosis due to its unclear relationship to the autism spectrum since Mr. Asperger's paper published in 1944. Only in the 1980s that people took interest in it. I have indeed given a clue of my AS in an interview at the Jakarta Post with writer Bruce Emond, back in 2008 during the celebration of my 40th birthday : http://andystarblogger.blogspot.com.es/2010/09/horribly-lonely-in-jakarta-post.html . I quote myself answering Mr. Emond's question: What would people be surprised to know about you?. I answered: I have this strange hormone in me which provokes the feeling of extreme loneliness (even if I am in a crowd). It’s been working inside me since I was a teenager. And that loneliness cannot be cured by just being with someone. When it happens, it usually indicates that I should write music. My best music is written when I am feeling horribly lonely. .............................................................................................................................................. Being lonely, or alone, is a common trait for Aspies. AS, as with the other syndromes in the autistic spectrum, has more to do with social and psychological aspects than a physical one. I won't try to explain everything about AS, since I am not an expert in that, and also since AS is still a mysterious syndrome. The problem is that there are so many speculations about people in the past who allegedly suffered from AS which I find rather disconcerting, such as Thomas Jefferson, Sir Isaac Newton or Albert Einstein. Even Mozart! With Mozart, his Tourette Syndrome was pretty convincing, but how would one know that he had AS too? Anyway, there are similar traits of people with TS or AS. What I would like to say is just that we, people with AS and TS could, and even should, behave and socialize quite "normally". I certainly --and am sure I represent other people with AS and TS-- do not want to be treated differently. Yeah, during the Nazi era, people like us were put into concentration camps, but that was the case of everyone "different", such as homosexuals etc. In fact, it is proven that people with AS usually excel in one or even several fields, since a particular part of our brain is highly activated. Therefore, we get people with AS like Bill Gates or the founder & designer of Pokemon game, Satoshi Tajiri. .............................................................................................................................................. Another thing I would like to rectify is the common belief that people with AS can't be "empathic". That's very wrong. In fact, after talking with fellow Aspies, I can tell you that we are just the opposite: we are hypersensitive people. We just don't know, most of the times, how to express it physically. And I think this is where my music comes from : it can express things which I am unable to express through gestures, words or actions. I found a good article about debunking myths of AS and explaining it better here : http://psychcentral.com/lib/debunking-6-myths-about-asperger-syndrome/0008957/2 . So, that convinced me again of what I always said about music : We write, perform and play music to express, not to impress.

The more things change, the more they remain the same

Now, why do we get to hear the same pieces of classical music all the time? This question is always inevitable before judging at a piano competition, especially in 5 months from now that the Ananda Sukarlan Award will take place. Imagine listening to hundreds of participants, all playing those same pieces of music. Chopin Ballades and Scherzi are on the top of the list, as well as his Etudes. Beethoven's Sonatas follow. My complain is not because that they are boring, no no no. They are masterpieces. But aren't there more piano works? Hundreds more that participants can choose to play, instead of all those same, though great, stuff? .............................................................................................................................................. I borrowed the title of this entry from a phrase by the 19th century French writer Alphonse Karr, and only now that it proves to be more true than ever. That issue mentioned above is, in my opinion, one of the reasons why classical music concerts become so "unattractive". Would you watch the same movie again and again? Would you read a book again and again? I mean, throughout your whole life, like, 50 times. Yeah well, I admit I do, with some movies like WestSide Story, The Godfather or Dead Poets' Society, and Shakespeare's Romeo & Juliet or that Metamorphosis of Ovid that I went on and on in my previous entry, but I do watch new films, read new books. It's not that everytime I switch on my DVD player I watch The Godfather. Well it's different if it's an opera or a Shakespeare play, since the actors change, the settings change and there are more extramusical things there. But a Beethoven sonata? Could 2 pianists really, I mean really, give a significant difference in interpreting a Beethoven Sonata that would make it so fresh and compelling? The problem is that we've heard Schnabel's, Rubinstein's, Brendel's version of Beethoven's Sonatas. Now, could we (I include myself) give a performance that is really worth listening to, after those masters? .............................................................................................................................................. Another theme I wanna address here is about concentration span. Yeah yeah, people say that due to the social media etc., our attention span is getting shorter n shorter. You know what? I have received more than a few messages, saying that AT LAST they listened to my Rapsodia Nusantara no. 10, which is in fact the first track of Henoch Kristianto's CD of my piano works. Wanna know their reasons not to listen to it until the end before? Coz the introduction, which lasts more than 1 minute long, is too dissonant. But then they read some tweets or comments of people who said that no. 10 is, for them, my best Rapsy, and that it's based on a Balinese traditional song, Janger. "Eh?" they wondered. "But I didn't hear any Janger there". Well folks, you just gotta wait until about 1.30 minutes when the introduction ends! Instead, after about half a minute they went directly to the next track, which is my Rapsy 6. And oh, how nice it is, with its impressionistic colours and a nice melody that appears in about 2 seconds! .............................................................................................................................................. Now that made me think. Would Beethoven have done his Eroica Variations like that if he were alive today? You know, Eroica's theme didn't appear until like 2 minutes or so. The beginning of that piece is just so, so absurd and baffling. For people who listen to it for the first time today, they might not discover how great a piece it is! .............................................................................................................................................. And as a whole, some people complain about concerts being too long? You can’t sit through a 20-minute sonata? Believe it or not, sitting still and concentrating for extended periods of time are actual, important life skills. Grown up skills. If you can’t concentrate on something for 20 minutes, the problem may be with you rather than with the music. That doesn’t mean that the longer the piece of music the more it is a masterpiece, but maybe you could take the time to find out. And frankly, these composers wrote about some pretty serious things in their piece: life, death, (unrequited) love, faith, desire, war. Those things can’t always fit into a 3 minute song. Sorry. .............................................................................................................................................. Finally…if the music is too long, then it's boring? Excuse me? Boring, did you say? Listen to Shostakovich. The guy lived with a bag packed, looking over both shoulders, waiting to die a long, painful, horrible death in the frozen land of Siberia for, not wanting to call a violent, erratic sociopath (Stalin) the greatest guy who ever lived. Good ol’ Dimitri defied official orders time and time again; he was brave, and he was honest: this fear (and his love of his homeland) found its way into his music. Listen to his 5th symphony. Go, ahead, do it -– then tell me that this music is boring. .............................................................................................................................................. C'mon guys. Time's changing fast. WE are changing fast. And classical music should change with time and with us. To be better, of course. Be more creative. "Classical" doesn't mean "old", "pedantic" and "stale". There is a huge world to be discovered there, not only by the average audience, but by us too, musicians who deal with it every day.